It’s so weird to actually be happy about feeling hungry.
This was so not the case for the last 15 years.
That’s because I’ve been dealing with an eating disorder. Or maybe I should qualify that by saying I wasn’t dealing with my eating disorder. Instead I was hiding it so people didn’t know that I was dealing with that sort of condition. Of course, I was embarrassed and ashamed that I had let myself get to the point where my eating disorder was destroying my health. Prior to treating with medical marijuana, all I did was hide. Yet, bit by bit I was destroying my life, my relationships and my health. Finally, I had to reach out and I’m lucky to have found a holistic therapist who has helped me tremendously. Part of the therapy involves using cannabis flower products. I’m lucky that in our state, one can learn how to get a medical marijuana card to access a cannabis dispensary. I’m very fortunate to live in a state that has rational medical marijuana laws. Otherwise, I think this journey I’m on would be a whole lot tougher. With the cannabis flower products I use, I have learned to develop a new relationship when it comes to my appetite and food. For the longest time, an appetite was the enemy. But using the cannabis flower products I get from the legal weed store, I now see an appetite as a good thing. This then allows me to feed my body healthy, nutrient rich food and feel good about it.