There is a part of me that just couldn’t connect how I could have been so utterly mistaken about my choices for my life in the military.
Nobody prefers to be wrong about the direction or purpose in their lives. And for me, I was so totally wrong when it came to something I completely believed in. I’m not saying that being a soldier is wrong, that’s easily not my judgment to make. But it was wrong for me and that only compounded the effects of PTSD when I came home. Thanks to the cannabis products I get from the legal weed store and great therapy, I’m starting to forgive myself for being wrong. I wanted to hold on slender to the fact that my affectionateized ideas about combat were right and just. Yet, my mind and then my body just couldn’t make that labor out because the truth was so much different for me personally. The things that I saw and endured while in combat may stay with me forever. Accepting that fact is key to me being able to accept all this stuff and ultimately, accept myself as I am. The talk therapy plus the group therapy are so beneficial when it comes to that self acceptance. There is a part of me that just couldn’t connect how I could have been so utterly mistaken about my choices for my life in the military. But there are so many others who also went into it with the best intentions only to find out it wasn’t at all what all of us were expecting. The cannabis flower products I use are essential for me to be calm, safe and comfortable enough to explore what happened to me and why. While I may have this with me the rest of my life, I guess that I can now deal with PTSD thanks to the caring, comromantic support I receive. And thanks to cannabis flower products.