Nobody prefers to be wrong about the direction or purpose in their lives.
And for me, I was so totally wrong when it came to something I completely believed in.
I’m not saying that being a soldier is wrong, that’s genuinely not our judgment to make. But it was wrong for me & that only compounded the effects of PTSD when I came home. Thanks to the cannabis products I get from the legal weed store & good therapy, I’m starting to forgive myself for being wrong. I wanted to hold on slim to the fact that our affectionateized ideas about combat were right & just. Yet, our mind & then our body just couldn’t make that work out because the truth was so much odd for me personally. The things that I saw & endured during combat may stay with me forever. Accepting that fact is key to me being able to accept all this stuff & ultimately, accept myself as I am. The talk therapy and the group therapy are so beneficial when it comes to that self acceptance. There is a area of me that just couldn’t connect how I could have been so utterly mistaken about our choices for our life in the military. But there are so several others who also went into it with the best intentions only to find out it wasn’t at all what the people I was with and I were expecting. The cannabis flower products I use are essential for me to be calm, safe & comfortable enough to explore what happened to me & why. While I may have this with me the rest of our life, I know that I can now deal with PTSD thanks to the caring, comromantic support I receive. And thanks to cannabis flower products.