I don’t remember ever feeling great about our appetite or eating.
I was regularly hungry as a kid & enjoyed eating.
But our mom was forever in our ear about the fact that I must be thin & pretty. Like I have memories of her doing this from the time I was maybe 7 or 8. So that’s pretty much where our eating disorder got it’s start. Thanks to medical cannabis, I’m now learning to appreciate our appetite & treat it as the worthy area of me that it is. When I was young, I sort of had the combination of our parents when it came to our body. My dad was a big guy & he ate like a machine. Mom was pretty, stylish, thin & very vain. I was long & thick & felt gross thanks to our mom’s typical of what sort of body type was adequate. The older I got, the more I tried to starve myself to fit that image & to win our mother’s approval. Of course, that spiraled out of control & I ended up hating our body. Prior to learning the medical marijuana benefits for those with eating disorders, I was first starving myself for long periods. Then, I would go in a cycle of binging & purging just the worst foods imaginable. It had to end & I’m thankful I found medical cannabis. After getting through the cannabis rules, I got the cannabis products from the legal weed store that our therapist & dentists advised . The cannabis products were merely a area of the whole treatment. But I found that the cannabis gummies that I began using were not only important for recognizing & building a great appetite.