It’s strenuous to describe just what I’m experiencing, the word in my mind is evenness… And I might be clinging to that word because it seems to me as though the word balance gets overused so much… I didn’t go to the marijuana store so much looking for balance, but the fact is that using legal cannabis from the cannabis dispensary near me took me back.
And in a nice way.
I’m in my forties and it’s way past time for me to do a bit more in the holistic sense of my life. I’ve decided to really begin to examine my life as a whole and legal weed is part of that now, but honestly, when I went to the cannabis dispensary, it was on the suggestion of my new therapist. She is a holistic practitioner who incorporates legal weed into her treatments for many. The first thing she said to me was that if I felt the need to relax in the evening, go with recreational marijuana and leave the alcohol alone. I’ve been drinking my entire adult life! For sure, I came house and had at least 3 drinks every, single evening after work. This was my way of unwinding. But it also made me fat, lethargic and sedentary. That’s a non starter really when it comes to finding that even keel that I’d been looking for; Once I tried the legal weed I bought at the marijuana dispensary, I was so content to feel a common peace. It was that evenness that I experienced when I smoked recreational weed back in university. I relax but I also don’t just want to sit and do nothing. I’ve even gotten into meditating and yoga thanks to that evenness I feel after a trip to the legal weed store.