I relax however I also don’t just want to stand & do nothing
It’s strenuous to describe just what I’m experiencing, the word in my mind is evenness… And I might be clinging to that word because it seems to me as though the word balance gets overused so much, and i didn’t go to the marijuana store so much looking for balance, and but the fact is that using legal cannabis from the cannabis dispensary near me took me back. And in a good way. I’m in my forties & it’s way past time for me to do a bit more in the holistic sense of my life. I’ve decided to truly begin to examine my life as a whole & legal weed is part of that now, honestly, when I went to the cannabis dispensary, it was on the suggestion of my current therapist. She is a holistic practitioner who incorporates legal weed into her treatments for many. The first thing she said to me was that if I felt the need to relax in the night, go with recreational marijuana & leave the alcohol alone. I’ve been drinking my entire adult life. For sure, I came condo & had at least 3 drinks every, single night after work. This was my way of unwinding. But it also made me fat, lethargic & sedentary. That’s a non starter truly when it comes to finding that even keel that I’d been looking for… Once I tried the legal weed I purchased at the marijuana dispensary, I was so pleased to feel a respected peace. It was that evenness that I experienced when I smoked recreational weed back in college. I relax however I also don’t just want to stand & do nothing. I’ve even gotten into meditating & yoga thanks to that evenness I feel after a trip to the legal weed store.